1 Day Out

Well it finally hit me tonight that I'm actually leaving. I have been trying so hard not to cry, but tonight I just couldn't help myseft anymore. I did cry some at the gym saying goodbye to the kids, but tonight was a real hard cry. You know the kind where you make sound while crying. I don't know why it hit me then. I guess because in less than 24 hours my life is going to completely change. New friends, new home, new city, new job, etc. . . I'm not going to lie, I'm nervous. I'm nervous about my knowledge of the bible, about studying and writing papers and being the only one in class who doesn't know the answer. Ahhhh. . . I feel like a kid again. I know that is just dumb insecurity, but still it's there. Keep my mom and I in your prayers as we drive. I'll write more once we get there.